Master-Chemix

Oh no, don't worry, I'm fine. But I don't know what to say, I'm just writing this for my own state and emotions, ideas...I usually do this because it helps, so I don't have to bottle everything on myself, I write like a diary, it's pretty therapeutic. Well, sometimes I just can't feel anything, have you ever had the feeling that nobody's there? Even with people around you, but suddenly when alone for some time, you feel this. Y'know, it's somehow bad to start again after a long time, I'm back after years, it's like nothing misses me, hehe, joking, but I constantly feel that there's nobody and nothing, just emptiness, but it's okay, everyone have a chance, well..except for me, I guess, it's like nothing happens on this site, I won't put too much thought about it, but I guess people quit, or just forget completely. I'll be honest, I love to be alone sometimes, even if I barely get a reaction or a motivation to spend time evolving at something, drawing again...I need to get better at this, and the silence around sometimes is harmful, my mind...never shuts up, always with thoughts of everything, I try to distract myself, but I'm ruining my productivity because I suck at using my time...so I visit this website, I really appreciate it, but somehow I feel a slow decline, I didn't draw for YEARS, I'm taking slow steps to rebuild something again, goodness, it's so freaking hard...I can't even imagine my future, if this is my today...ahem, right, I feel loneliness most of the time, that's not the real problem, the real problem is what I do alone. I'm so lazy with ill will, but of course I'm fixing it, drawing is somehow very good for everything, I can be sure it works for many people. Maybe 94% of my watchers are inactive, maybe my brain will consider something new on DA. That's it for now, even internet can be a lifeless desert, tsc tsc, saddening...I still got hope and expectations at least, I guess that works. For now, I will do thousands of things, alone, who knows how long.

Hello people from Earth, human beings or whatever. Yo everyone, the Ancient awakes!- a-ahem, no, not really, I'm 18 now (ohhh), a new life of a new previous life begins, my own journey. I'm finally back, I'm a periodic creature, I will already tell you the reason right now, I have "DoingArtophobia", yes yes, it's real, I got myself out of here because I was affraid of art, it's scary, I almost ran away seeing someone else drawing (pff xd). Alright alright, just kidding, obviously, don't be a DoingArtophobic that doesn't enjoy your stay in a community or spending your creativity to your hands, I won't lie for a second, I'm very lazy. Okay, first of all, I'm not saying that I am back and running away from everything for years, I will bring projects with me, well, I had some obstacles, like everyone, worked my emotional abyss, my psychological, my responsibilities and high school, blah blah and I don't know what else. But one thing about the project, I hope you would like to see a dark fantasy, action and adventure book that I'm working, don't worry, I will dump art here and will keep ya updated if you're interested. I wish that the day for everyone is as best as possible, see you anytime, I'm really here, goodbye special folk.

Yep, since my activity on DeviantArt is very, i mean very low. I'm hiring more Co-Founders, and possibly abandoning myself as a Admin, giving the Admin power to another person. So yeah, you guys can change everything, i mean EVERYTHING, like decoration and group picture, but you keep the rules. So yeah, i am no longer the boss, i guess.